FAILURE!!

Complete FAILURE.. yes, my first night was a failure, and this night, looks like it is going to be one too.. Mommy boot camp is not starting off that great.. But i guess that is to be expected.

Cole got up this morning at 4:14am to be exact. I went in after 5 mins, rubbed his head, patted his tummy and said "night night baby, it's still night night time, i love you" and kissed him and walked out... He cried and cried and i waited 10 mins, went in, did it, waited 15 mins, waited 20 mins... At the 19 min mark he stopped crying! i thought "okay, this isn't too bad" then about 5 minutes later her started screaming again.. He did this until about 5ish, and i gave in and gave him his nuk and asleep he went within seconds.. UGH! What do i do?

So tonight, we put him down, and he was fussing.. I went on a walk with Julie - who by the way has the cutest little girl Anderson (she was born 4 weeks ago).. we were talking, i was having a great time! I needed to be home by 8:10 so Phil could go to his softball game, when i walked up to the house i could hear Cole screaming.. Phil opened the door and gave me this look, and said Cole threw up, and has been screaming since i left about 40 mins ago! GREAT! lucky me, soo for the past 25 mins i've been trying to soothe Cole.. He is quite now, so I'm going to check on him.. but what the heck? Any advice? help a momma out, seriously.. this stinks!